davidbeschauer
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IT ’S ONLY FAIR TO TELL YOU: this is a long and specifically-worded profile. It describes EXACTLY who and what I am, and who and what I search for. So, if you are a no-strings-attached narcissist, a nail-biter, a social parasite (read sugar baby), or not a 20-45 year-old-masculine male who has a face-pic I can see without asking, and who KNOWS he is a b0tt0m searching for a dad, spare yourself the following profile. Otherwise:
I am a polarbear, 61 years old, mustached (always) and bearded ( when and as the mood strikes), I am not handsome, but I ’ve never cracked a mirror either. I ’m looking for my son/boy/partner. Yeah, for real. He is 20-45 years of age, and is making a serious effort to find his dad. I am protective/possessive/dom and if you look up the word TOP, you will see a picture of me; I ’m about as versatile as a tire-iron. I am intelligent, professional, well-educated and can tack on a substantial portion of the alphabet to my name. This seems to intimidate some people. It shouldn ’t. I am demanding, sane, healthy, perceptive, quiet, and an expert at creating my own reality -1 that includes a son.
The boy I search for will be healthy. This does NOT mean that he must be HIV-negative. I ’ve cared for2 friends who were poz - back in the days when there was only1 drug and no understanding - and I have no intention of permitting a goddamned virus to keep me from someone I love. When I say healthy, I mean he ’s in good shape, mentally and physically. And being healthy means he is comfortable, happy and enthusiastic about being a totally svbm!ss!v* b0tt0m guy wanting/needing/yearning for a dad for a MONOGAMOUS relationship. Being healthy means he knows LTR means LIFETIME relationship, not long-term relationship. And for both of us, MONOGAMY is indeed engraved in stone. Boy needs and wants to make a secure home in which he is highly valued. It would be nice if he is masculine, shy, and a little stocky, but physical characteristics are really unimportant. He is definitely affectionate and inquisitive by nature, and his personal goals probably include permanence, stability, and active participation in a new reality: belonging to and with his dad.
My boy wants to live life as he has imagined it, to move in the direction of his dreams. He understands that everyone determines his own path and purpose through self-awareness and self-choice. He knows that he is what he does; his reality is being Boy. His natural smarts are more important that his educational level. Boy realizes that no relationship endures without confidence, and no confidence survives without integrity. Boy is honest with his dad, or he accepts the consequences.
I like dogs, PBS, NPR, football, classical music, single-malt Scotch, woodworking equipment, the smell of new-sawn oak, thunderstorms, most forms of clean water, and the sight of boy sleeping next to him. I am seriously irritated by nail biting, nail fungus, psychobabble, bars, fundamentalism, drugs, indifference, and drag.
When I find my boy, I will bring him to a dark room in my home. He will strip [email] and will kneel on the floor in front of me. I will question him about several things, and I will ask whether he wishes to belong to me as my boy, to be fathered by me. If his response is in the affirmative, I will give him my c0ck to suck until I shoot my cvm down his throat; with my cvm my dna and proteins and genes in his body, he will absorb those things from me into his flesh, and he will become a boy whom I have created for myself.
Then I will take him to a large table, tie his hands behind his back, and lay him on the table. I will shave all the hair from his cr0tch from his balls and from his [email] He will be as smooth as a newborn baby boy.
After he is shaved, I will take him to the bathroom and give him a good warm bath. When I have dried him, I will take him to bed and hold him close to me until he is calm and feels safe and secure. I will place him on his knees, with his legs spread and his head down on a pillow. I will mount him from behind, dog-style, and I will enter him and fvck him until I shoot deeply into his body, impregnating him with the same cume that has created him as my boy.
Monogamy is sexy.
Watching a guy bust up laughing is sexy.
Creativity is sexy.
Romance is fvck!ng sexy!
Watching my boy sleeping beside me, with his bvtt full of my cvm is sacred.
I am [email]
Age: 61 |
seeks gay Buddhist dating in
Blacksburg,
Roanoke,
Virginia (VA)
USA
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